My Mind: Symmetrically Unorganized?

So, this post is just a mindless ramble about doodling and such, I am not sure it will make complete sense (its already written on paper, I wrote it while bored at my grandmothers house, I will not alter it from the writing besides grammar/spelling mistakes)

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Would it be OK to call my mind Symmetrically Unorganized?

I'm unsure if this is a real term or not, but there is alot of thinking behind it.

So, last night (this would actually be about 3-4 days prior to this post) I'm at my friend's graduation party. But anyways, I'm sitting there quietly, and a couple of Michelle's friends are talking about doodling during class; and if I remember correctly, this is generally what was said,,

The more geometric, such as squares and stuff, your doodles are, the more you're actually listening in class, and the more squiggly and swirly your doodles are, the less you're listening

This isn't about whether or not I listen when I doodle, but about the way a mind is organized.

When I draw or doodle, I don't really doodle designs, I more like draw on my homework.

And when I do draw designs, I favor being symmetrical (which would be related to geometrical, right?) but I do love swirls and flourishes as pretty as they are.

This may not be a matter of mindful organization, but if it is, then I believe I lean towards the more, not listening (or unorganized) part of mind, involved with focusing on making this doodle more like a drawing and perfecting it. So, would that actually mean I'm organized, just in a different way? or would it mean I'm unorganized, and not focused?

I can be organized more tangibly, like how straight a label is on an envelope, (which by the way, i find stamping envelopes and filing papers to be pretty fun, and the noises are like music to me). And the times where I might have 'OCD' moments, like Tetris with a grocery shopping car, but with some other things I don't care how organized they are.

So, this post may be a big long rambling about nothing, but I think I like that, Symmetrically Unorganized, it just sounds cool to say/think.

Now I cant wait to draw and make art, should I take pictures of my processes? Or do before and afters? Should this blog be strictly about drawing/painting, or all my crafts and tidbits of my life?

I don't know, but I'm excited to find out, I hope at least one person finds this interesting,and that maybe, someone or some people will find this blog interesting as I get it going.

Thanks for reading my ramblings, I hope you all have a wonderful day, week, month, year and overall a rewarding life :)

(wow, I haven't written or typed this much in a long time, feels, nice)